Do I like to write? Why or why not?

I don't like writing. If I write academic writing, like popular assignment style in writing, I have to follow many rules. It is so messy process. Also, academic writing process is not good for my mental condition, especially at the end of terms. The due date and the number of words always bother me. Furthermore, I don't have confidence in my sense of choosing words and grammar.  I think my way of writing tends to be solid, so I would like to try writing like a story or casual way, suitable for the blog. I think this class is easier and more enjoyable than academic writing class, so I want to do the best to improve my writing skill!!